Doubt

As a writer, there are times when I live with a tangible, sinking fear that I’m not capable of what I’m envisioning, because even though it is nothing but a nebulous concept or feeling, I’m telling you! I can see its eyes glowing to me through the darkness from out beyond the firelight. And this disembodied entity embodies such thrilling beauty for me! That’s where the anxiety comes in, when, because I experience such inadequacy at these times, my floundering feeling is the same as having lost someone I love